Jaxon and I just arrived in Finland for the third year (Jeb got here five weeks ago.)
Now that I think about it, Jaxon has actually spent more of his life in Finland, than he has at home in Portland. That's weird to think about.
Anyways, I am finding myself in a small stage of nostalgia. We just got here and I am already feeling anxious about the trip back home (it's not for a month.) I hate looking forward to something so much only to anticipate it already being over. It's almost like I can't actually enjoy being here, because I am already telling myself it will be over soon anyway. Something I will have to get over, because a month isn't a long time, and times being altogether as a family this year, will be few and far between.
It's ironic, because the name of this blog is hardwood dimes, and normally that would be the case, but this year, I have to put myself in the category with the other wives/gf's/baby mommas that I never understood. Until this year, I could never imagine being away from Jeb, especially keeping Jax away from him all year long. I always thought, "there must be something wrong in their relationship," but just as they usually do, assumptions made an ass out of me again. Because that is definitely not the case with us, regardless of what people out here may think, we are very happy.
I feel like Jeb and I are more in love than we've ever been and Jaxon only adds to that, and as much as I would love to be here all year, my own dreams will be keeping me at home. Not saying Jeb isn't one of my dreams, because he is in fact, directly out of them. But before I dreamt of a tall, dark, handsome man with tattoos everywhere, sweeping me off my feet, I dreamt about a life under the lights.
Under the lights might be a little off, although behind them might be a better description.
I can't say what or when all of this is going to happen, but I can tell you in full confidence that it will and when it does it will be amazing. Hopefully soon, I will get to share with all of you what exactly I am talking about, but for the time being, we just keep working on all the details to make as close to perfect as we can!
For now Jaxon and I are going to enjoy this time being the ever loyal and loving fans to our wonderful Jebby. It is the understatement of the year to say that he deserves it.
Season starts tonight and Jeb was honored with votes of his team members to be named team captain. A title that follows him almost everywhere he goes and one I am confident he will prevail in.
Stay tuned for stats and other things in a few days.
Just another day... :)
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